misery?

(Behold, my space at the big family desk... I miss my laptop and my comfy chair...)

So...it's 2am, I am absolutely exhausted, I have another exam in the morning and I am in no way prepared for it... yes, I probably should have studied more and earlier but I didn't and I'm overwhelmed... my lap top crashed last night and I gave myself a concussion yesterday afternoon (clearly NOT intentional, I collided with a wooden booth at the Village... it hurt, I was dizzy all night at work last night... good times...) ANYWAYS... I'm sitting here, in the wooden desk chair instead of in my usual spot upstairs where it's warm and comfortable and I'm just staring at my notes... not absorbing anything, HATE this class, prof isn't actually a teacher so that adds to the misery, and I've been contemplating dropping the course for awhile and I'm at a point right now where I think it may be the best idea for me GPA and sanity... I hate to quit anything but this is just killing me slowly... this whole semester has been so NOT normal... but it's March and this is my last chance to get out of the class unscathed... thoughts? Anyone? Maybe not...

I have managed to watch several youtube videos tonight! John Mayer's Battle Studies album has kept me sane tonight along with a glass of good wine... I have to say, I ADORE Kandee Johnson, if you haven't seen her make up channel or blog, def give that a look, she's rad and eternally happy which makes ME happy in turn...

Met with my adviser today, that was actually really encouraging, have to figure out how to squeeze in my math requirements before graduation but hey- as long as everything else has been cleared life is ok :) I'm exhausted, need to figure out what to do about this class... might not be best to make that decision at 2am but hey, gotta make it sometime... *sigh* I have got to sleep, my rambling isn't helping! Xoxo.